Confessions

I have been clean from pornography for 5 days and already i've began to see a change in my mood and sleep. Today I went there again and I'm afraid of falling into the same pattern. I know i am forgiven and having a retentive heart is the only thing keeping me going. I don't want to jeopardize my relationship with my girlfriend because of this. we have been pure for a while and I enjoy it.

I'm not happy to say that I am addicted to pornography but it's true and i have been for about 8 or 9 years now. I struggle with this addiction on a almost daily basis and have been trying to quit for some time now with no victory. I try to read my Bible everyday and pray everyday but I still seem to fall into temptation. I got saved a few years ago and hoped that I would no longer be tempted...

Ill be honest, I've got a lot going for me on the outside for everyone to see, and I've been labeled as a great leader and Christian and such. But if everyone knew, if they actually knew what I've done and what I'm doing, my life would completely turn upside down. On the outside everything's "great" but in the inside I hate myself and I hate everything about me. I've been addicted to porn...

I've been addicted for a little over a year and a half to masturbation. At the start pronography was there too, but I realised that this was wrong and tried to quit. The porn seemed to go away quite easily but the damag had been done anyway.

The masturbation became a huge struggle, ruling over my life. I tried to quit, but was never successful rather than the day here and there. But for the...

I don't know what to do now.
I guess you can say, ever since I was young, I always knew what "sex" was. At least physically. It was everywhere, music, movies, tv shows. How could I have escaped it? Not to mention that I would sometimes walk in on my parents.
Now as I start to look over my life, I always fantasized, though I never masturbated, endless thoughts would stream through my head, I...

Hi my name is Eric and I'm addicted to porn . I found a stash of dirty mags as a kid . When my parents got cable , I discovered late-night softporn movies . I feel like my addiction didn't bloom until my early 20s . I found Internet porn. When I was not dating , I.could use.that as an outlet . I didn't looked at it as a problem until I acceptef Jesus as My Savior . When I delved deeper into...

Been good for the past eight days till tonight. Been learning about re-triggers and combating memory verses and ways on how to block re-triggers out. Until tonight when I was having a random talk with a friend on pajama day @ work and she says to me that she only wears a shirt and nothing else. I was kinda shocked as I thought she wore boxes or shorts when she lived with my family for a while....

The past couple of months I have fallen back into my pornography addiction. There was long period of time where I was not watching any porn or other sexual content. I felt free for once! The past couple of months I have met this girl, and she's a Christian but the relationship is a little bit complicated right now. We are not dating yet but we are planning on to in September. I was really...

I can't do this anymore. I gotta stop. I've been addicted ever since about middle school. It sucks. I hate it. Right now, I'm in college, and I still can't shake it. I've told people about what I'm dealing with, I have accountability, but I still can't get rid of this. I'm having a daily quiet time, too. It's like I'm living two different lives. Yes, X3 watch is installed as well. Why doesn't...

Since my youth, I have always wanted to be clean, pure and free from sexual immorality.

I think that I have a psychological problem provoked since my childhood and have always felt that I have need counseling, but have been far too ashamed to seek it or admit it until now.

I find myself wrongly - deviously curious about the female body and sexuality. I have gone to sinful porn websites to...