Confessions

I have lived with perversion since my youth. In my teens and early twenties I began looking up porn based on my twisted fantasies. Soon the images weren't enough. I started calling phone sex lines. They were always shocked that a woman was calling and I had to talk to other women for money. It got very expensive. Then I found out that phone sex lines were in need of women to work for them. I...

I have suffered from a sexual addiction as long as I can remember porn and sexual conversation give me the biggest high and help me escape from reality. I lost my father last year at 51 from medical negligence. I was the last one to see him alive and have blamed myself every day since. Recently my addiction that I thought I beat came bubbling up. I'd never cheat on my wife but talking with...

This may be a lengthy post, it may not be, but I'm just going to let myself talk.

I've been looking at pornography ever since I was about 14 years old. I still remember the most shameful moment of my life, which my parents confronted me about looking at porn on the family computer before we left for a trip (I was 15-16 years old). More or less, I couldn't shake the feeling that it was...

every weekend its a battle. during the week its a bit easier because i have so much going on i dont even have time to go to porn. i can give up thoughts to God and resist temptation but when i have free time and am trying to rest and recuperate, every weekend for months its been recurring. idk what draws me into it, how it catches me off guard, and how i give in so easily. i know i should be...

Once again. I've failed. Just like I did last time, then right after promised I would never again.
Do I even have a chance of forgiveness? If my salvation rests on anything I've done, then I'm done for.
I know what Jesus did was enough, but my unrepentant sin still goes on. I'm worried

Well never thought I would be doing this but here we go... My name is will and I've been addicted to porn for almost 12 years off and on, I've been working hard to break this cycle of sin for almost half of my life and I just can't seem to shake it. It is a habit now more than anything and I just failed today after being clean for almost three months. I'm so sick of this i'm depressed and just...

i have been struggling with internet pornography for about 10 years. i didn't care about it before i got saved, but now that i have been for a little less than a year, it kills me. i'm afraid to tell my wife. i know she will still love me and support me but i'm too embarrassed. we go to a married class and they were talking about it and asked if anyone needed help. i didn't raise my hand...

I am tired of living with the weight of the sin of secret sexual thoughts and actions breathing down my neck. It has led to me backsliding, losing friends, family as well as work and respect. I have been fighting same sex attractions since childhood when I was molested and I have never been able to get it under control, or beat it. Now I'm worried that it is going to ruin my family and all...

I looked at porn and masturbated twice this morning - all while my kids were playing. I could have been working on the house, but looked and jerked off instead.

I just wanted to see body parts - not faces. My wife of 12 year marriage is mentally ill and our sex life is non existant. I just feel the need to relieve myself and the stress of life. I tried to look just for female body parts but still saw many faces. So it didn't work like I thought it would.

Please pray for me that God with give me vistory over this addiction that creeps up on me every...