Men - Confessions
God is dealing with me today. There's one thing in my life that I haven't been able to stop, as bad as I have wanted to, I thought I could do it on my own, I have pray & pray fasted Until I loss almost 100 pounds, i fast when I was living in Texas after Hurricane Katrina, I fasted so long and radically, until me body shout down, I completely blacked out, my family rushed and called 911, I woke...
I am a college student that seems to be having difficulty in school and a large part of it seems to be because I am struggling in fighting my porn addiction. I find myself watching porn when I am bored or instead of doing school work like I should do. I need help!
Recently I read in Tim Chester's "closing the window" that suffering can be used to overcome porn addiction. Odd cause it feels like, especially lately, I'm suffering for no good reason. My temp job is constantly taking up my whole day, mandatory ot that won't go away no matter how much work I get done, an idiot boss who's half assed compliments feel like insults, and somehow I always seem to...
I was first introduced to porn, by an older neighbor when I was around 9 or 10 years old. Soon afterward, I began to be coerced into "doing things" with him.. I was so young, I just thought this was normal. Over the next few years, another neighborhood boy was joining us. When I was 10, my older cousin molested me on several occasions. These are things that I have NEVER spoken of to anyone. My...
So I have been porn free for 18 months, and today I meet a girl on a dating site that wanted to meet and have sex and to be honest I was kinda looking for sex since porn was my problem I thought sex was okay, but during our conversation I realized that's like an alcoholic thinking he can do cocaine. So I immediately deleted my profile, but I'm still feeling more temptation than I have in a...
I'm am so tired of this thing beating me. I am 25 and I viewed pornography for the first time at age 7. I feel like there is no hope some days. What makes things worse is that I am a leader in the church and Christian community. Some days the Condemnation I feel makes me want to end it all.
Recently though I have accepted the fact that this is a vicious fight and there will be no success in...
I have an addiction, like many others here, and I can no longer seem to control it. There is a particular fetish that interests me, and it doesn't always throw out red flags on filters. Which makes it easier. Follow each failure with tearful confessions to my wife and God, throw in some Scripture, and you have a recipe for...nothing. I just fall again. I say i love my wife, and God, but how...
Hey everyone, this is my first time doing this, so here it goes! I have been struggling with porn for a while and specifically in the area of gay porn. I really want to be free from it and I'm tired of this! I just don't know what to do. I feel so alone, but I know I'm not. I started looking at gay porn when I was 11 yrs hold. I started looking because I have never felt like I was a real man....
I was 4 years old when I was asked by a girl from my home town to have sex with her. From that time on I was hooked. Between age 4 and age 9 I was sexually abused by 3 members of my extended family over a period of 2 years.
These wreched experiences are etched in my memory.
I found myself fascinated by sex at age 7. At that time I was forced to watch a pornographic film by an extended...
I am married to the same women for the second time. We divorced the first time about extra marital affairs and porn. Wouldn't you know it, I'm back at the something. I view and masturbate porn everyday and I am currently having an affair with another woman.
