I've dealt with porn since I was about 15 or 16 and I'm 28 now. My amazing wife and I just celebrated our 2 year anniversary and we have a wondrful marriage but I know it can be better. My very supportive wife knows I have struggled and so does my pastor but I still fall sometimes. I may make it a few weeks or even several months without any problem but my thoughts eventually push me to action. I'M SICK OF IT!!! I've watched my sweet bride cry too many tears of insecurity because she is supposed to be enough for me! And she is! But Satan knows my deepest temptations and he bides his time, slowly and methodically wearing down my defenses...only because I let it happen. I just purchased X3 Pure and am about to start that. I'm also going to genuinely seek out an accountabily partner who's stronger than I. I know I'm not alone and I thank our loving Savior that I'm still loved ad forgiven. So here I go...standing up again and with Jesus' help and strict accountability I'll stay on my feet.