Ever since high school when guys started to talk about porn I started to wonder about porn the whole getting to see women naked kind of made me want to see what it was about. It did help one of my friends found his dads Playboys. So he had to show me them. That was my first look in to what porn was. That wasn't what got me hooked it was when the guys started to talk about masterbastion. How good it felt and all the pleasure from it. This is what has created a stronghold and a habit can stop but when I get a chance being alone thats when the convincing happens. I know I should stop the action in the middle of it but I just am looking for that high you get from the seconds of pleasure. I again come to you Lord knowing I am wrong have Sin and don't want to anymore. Let it be done removed from my body, spirit and my soul. I don't want to desire this anymore. God don't let this spirit control me anymore I'm asking you to take over, take charge of my life in this area. I no longer want to desire any other lady outside my God Woman at home you chose for me. So let it be done now this way as I have asked. For you have give us your word that we can ask anything in your Son's name Jesus.