Men - Confessions

I was making some progress with my attempts to quit porn, but I recently started a job where I work the graveyard shift at a hotel. I am all by myself with my laptop all night, and I get bored and tired quite frequently. I almost always end up turning to porn to keep myself awake. It has become a full blown crutch - an addiction that I can't seem to quite no matter how hard I try. Not to mention, I would get into big trouble if my manager knew what I was doing while I was on the clock. If any of you have gone through similar challenges, I would love to hear how you coped with it. The more I read about the harmful effects of porn, the more I see them manifest themselves in my own life. I am so disappointed in who I have become and know that I can't do this without the Savior's love.