I've been having trouble with internet porn for quite a while now. Once my parents caught me and confiscated my device, but even this didn't stop me. I found myself raiding their closet in the dead of night, frantically searching for my digital pathway to porn. I felt i needed it or i couldn't sleep. Since then, i've gotten really good at getting access to internet porn without their knowledge. I want to stop feeling distanced and depressed. I've denied the hold this stuff has on me in the past, but now i know it practically controls me. I need to tell someone.