Let me start off by saying I have been reading the men's blog for quite some time and my thought life has improved just from praying for all of us. My issue is masturbation and the very occasional (2-3 times a year) porn visit. Through this I have an awesome girlfriend who still loves me even though she knows of my addiction. We are both Christians working toward marriage and I know it is hurting all three parties (God, her and me). Tonight was about 4 days clean of masturbation and a week from porn(before that was about 3or 4 months). But I messed up in both. This kills me. I'm asking for anyone who can to pray for m I need all the help I can get. Decided tonight when I go away to college I'm buying the recovery class from here to give me a new zeal and perspective. Please pray for me and everyone else struggling with this horrible addiction.