Here I am. I've already waisted 2 hours of my because of porn. This has been my greatest struggle. I've never gone drugs, or drunk alcohol excessively. I've just always struggled with controlling sexual lust. It's so accessible. Now especially that I have my own computer for college just in my room. I don't want to have this problem anymore. I'm a person that feels guilty easily. And this is very hard to handle especially now that it has been going on for so long. I'm worried that it won't have the tenacity to resist. I know there are a lot of Bible versus that talk about the spirit and living by the spirit. And also about faith and grace. I understand these things in theory, I think. But I have never lived them out. I just want to be able to live in the spirit and in grace because of faith. But after what I did just now and an hour ago, I don't know what those things are like. But I really wan't to know. Anyway, your prayers would be appreciated.