I feel like im going crazy. I am struggling with masturbation every few days now. Mostly when im in bed at night or morning. In fact..sometimes I feel my body is feeding it,not my mind. Like..this morning I woke up and I felt like I needed to do it...like my body and mind was off balance,no joke,and it was depressing not to go through with it. Hard to explain..I wasnt even horny and really thinking lustfully that much. It was more or less like my body was saying..its time. I gave in,and ended up doing porn to.My hormones are whack or normal? When I was 6 I was naked with a boy..he talked me into it. So,I feel like its almost natural to be naked with a guy,and part of me doesnt believe its that wrong. Bad I know..so the ssa is hard to overcome.. Later