I am addicted to sex. I am addicted to Porn. I feel it is my way to escape the troubles of this world. I have backwards issues. I am married and I would rather satisfy myself then my spouse. I know it is cheating because it isn't with my wife, but with myself. Porn is just a way to make it happen and feel real. I understand the consequences, but still feel myself drift towards this addiction whenever I am stressed. I am a soon to be Pastor and have had this issue all of my life. I know God is here to help me and I have been praying for that help. I have been asking, but nothing has changed. I think this step forward will bring the change needed to kick this addiction to the curb and focus on the goals that God has planned for me.