I have fought with this addiction for several years now. It started when I was very young, maybe 12, and has continued all these years even into my mid twenties. There have been times where I went a little while without looking up anything and there have been times when I go only a couple of days before I look again. I am fed up with this. I want to completely rid this of my life and I know I can not do it without God's help and the prayers of others. I have been married for 2 and a half years and now have a 18 month old daughter. I don't want this to ruin my life with the two most important females in my life. I don't want to continue to dishonor God and dishonor my beautiful wife. I also don't want to look at these other women, because now that I have a daughter, I know these girls are someone's daughter. This hurts so bad I just want it completely out of my life. I know the temptation will always be there, but I don't want to give in. I have tried to do this on my on and then I always slip up whenever I am alone, in the mornings or something. I was doing well and I have slipped up this morning and now I feel terrible and I know that this has to stop. The begging of my end of this addiction will start today!! But now without the help of the almightily God! please pray for me. thank you so much
