I know better

I know better. I have been here before. I know the deception, the guilt the loss of peace with God. Why do I continue to click? Why do browse the internet alone when I know I am weak? I looked at porn to after I promised myself I would never do it again. I need help. I can't do this alone but am afraid to confess it to the people around them and lose my reputation. I know some might understand but a lot would not. Pray for me.