Men - Confessions

Hello guys, I have been looking at porn since my mid teens. All started with sport illustrated websites, then got worse. Eventually I got into some porn that was not only wrong but illegal. I felt so dirty and horrible and like I was the worst. I'd tried to stop in the past bit only made it a couple days. I even payed girl I knew for naked pictures. I lost my virginity at 21, and had 4 gfs in 4 years. Each one lasting less than the one before. I knew what I was doing was wrong but I couldn't seem to stop. Then my pastor mentioned this site, so I went and checked it out. That week my addiction took me to an all-time low and I realized I needed help. I cried out for Gods help and signed up here. Unfortunately I still had my phone and the app wouldn't download. So for 2 months I still looked, though not as bad. But as of today I have downloaded it and am starting a new leaf. I will beat this, I am also read Every Man's Battle, and have my friend support. Pray for me as I get my life in order so I can see women as more than just sex objects. Thanks for listening, it feels good to get this off my chest.