I had a screw up today and I was doing so well. I had finally gotten away from the dirty filth until I was in a hotel room and HBO had its night special. I could not help it, like I was waiting for something to stop me. I am realy sorry to my wife that I did this. GOD please help me not relapse into what a dirty creature I was. I just from now on I wll make the rule no tv for me after 9pm. Please forgive me lord, I don't want this anymore.