I'm 22, a minister, recent graduate, and work part time in a "secular" position at my alma mater, while also working at my church. I've dealt with porn since I was 8, and am still dealing with it. I've gone to counseling, SA meetings, and even tried to find an accountability partner. The past couple of months since graduation, I've been on my own, now living in my own home. Tonight was a terrible experience. I just began leading the "Experiencing God" Bible study in my church on Sunday evenings. Sunday evening was our 1st session, and I could already feel that "hope springs eternal" feeling...then...I hit tonight. I masturbated 4 times and have done nothing but watch porn. Please pray for me...and offer any advice you see fit worthy to give. God bless!