Hi everyone, this is my first time here and I fill embarrassed about sharing this. I started watching porn at the age of thirteen, I didn't think it was a huge deal at first so I kept looking. Over the years it started to change me. I became more secretive and isolated. Relationships with friends and family became distance because I didn't went them to know my secret. After I joined a church I thought that would end it, but the addiction was still there. I kept telling god that I would quit but still went back to it. til this day I still struggle with it and since I'm much older now I'm more aware of how its destroying life and relationships with my friends, family and god. I want to put this addiction behind me and get on with my life because I fell that its holding me back from a lot of things. I ask for prayers and support through this difficult process and if you have any advice I am open to it. thank you for listening