I am 21 years old and have struggled with porn since I was 13. I'm now in a relationship with a very amazing God fearing woman. When she's around I don't really think about porn or sexual things except for her, but when she's away and not around me all I seem to do is watch porn and think about it and its killing me and my life and my relationship. Its ruined my relationship with my family and even some of my friends and has turned me into a liar. For years I've had to hide it and lie about it. Its taken complete control of my life and I feel like I have no control over my thoughts anymore. I am at the point where I've realized I need to stop lying to myself and that I need help and that I can't do it by myself. Many times I have tried and many times I have failed. Please help me.