I have been addicted to porn for a while. I can hide it pretty well which means I need to put it out in the open in order to help myself better. I have not actually had sex or done anything else which is good. But, eventually someday I will find a woman and get settled down. I want that to last. I want to be married for forever. I know that porn can interfere with that relationship and end horribly. I want to be a missionary some day and this is my 1 obstacle that is preventing me from moving forward. I have other day to day things but not addictions like this. We all make mistakes but a continual sin needs to be stopped. I want God to be able to use me. I have tried scriptures before to break free from this sin but I have been unsuccessful. Please pray for me. I want to have an authentic relationship with Christ.