My names Jacob.. well in Hebrew it is. I started looking at porn when I bought a very softcore mag when I was 13. Nothing stands out from that incident, cause I hid it in a tree after flipping through it with some friends. When I went back, it was gone.... some friends! maybe a neighbor saw us, who knows. I remember Dad looking at such things, he tried to give us a positive attitude about sexuality and love and avoid shaming us over sexual things... most of the time. I remember him teasing my brother at the supper table about having hairy palms. Later, as a 20 something involuntary virgin, I confessed to him having trouble with lust, to which he laughed because he thought given how devoted I was to prayer and the Bible, that my conversion may have been effectual over this common male complaint. Today's porn environment is an entirely different beast than what it was 30 years ago. How did you guys find freedom in Christ alone from sin of porn or are you still tempted by it? I believe if I am free from this sin, it should no longer be tempting to me. I don't know whether I should be like King David and desire many women or just my wife. 3Sept12.17:42
