Men - Confessions

I've been on this website off and on for the last 2 years, and yet have never made a confession. Typical Christian porn story, got it introduced my freshmen year of High School but not quite normal porn I got into Hentai (cartoon porn). So, needless to say, definitely struggled through out high school with overcoming the addiction, while on the outside looking the Stud Christian guy. Then i graduated and lost my parents which led to me becoming extremely close to God, although in the beginning I would openly yell at Him for that, He just kept Loving on me and I caved into His grace, love, and pretty much sheer awesomeness. There by drastically reducing my porn intake of multiple times a day to masturbation a couple times a month (no porn). The Father then help me go an unprecedented 9 months without a single lapse and I'm talking thoughts being captive as well. However I'm a sinner and unfortunately got a little prideful with my success and suffered a mighty fall. I did return to a "softer" porn no longer hentai but Main Stream Movies that have sex scenes that way i could get lost in the story and not feel as dirty afterwards. Moved down to San Diego about the same time and through Jesus Christ and awesome accountability partners never really feel back into my high school ways but rather every couple of weeks i would fall here and there. I read a book called every young man's battle, and other great tools and went 4-6 months without lapsing, then fell into sin again. Now I would say in the last 2 years i have 5 to 10 occasions when I fall into the porn and masturbation probably about the same. I started dating an amazing Godly women 7 months ago and she knows all about it, I was very upfront and honest with her about, secrecy is a dangerous thing. So all that to say I'm no where near perfect but go generally two or three months without falling and get back up confess to my partners, get into the word and just keep learning from my mistakes. So for people who are habitually still stuck in the daily and weekly, surrender to God and He will slowly but surely help you out of it. For those who are on years and years of recovery I'm coming lol, just striving for the prize and stay open and honest with those around you, it truly is a lot easier when you have a support group.