Its late, to late to be to the point. I did it again after a long stint of not looking at porn and masturbating I did it. I am not happy about it either. I stepped down from ministry 2 years ago so that I could focus on my relationship with God and kick this awful habit. I had been doing well, but I am at my wits end! My heart is to change the world, my heart is to follow Gods ways, to make his thoughts my thoughts and love his people they way he does! I am single, maybe I need to get married, maybe that will give me an outlet to vent my sexuality. But I rather have this totally and utterly under control, fixed, cleaned up and out of my life before I go and do something like get married.
What do I do? where should I go? what should I read?