Man I feel stupid after every time i am on the computer. When i am all finish with looking and stuff I feel like at the end what was the point of all that no real statisfaction. I was just a pointless and stupid feeling which in the end just makes me feel so unmotivated and useless. It gets you know were and just damages your life. I want to stop! Its just a stupid situation were I don"t even know why I do it anymore. The crazy thing is that God still blesses me everyday even though I am still draging this around. We are so lucky to have such a loving and merciful God.