To all who may read and become the wiser, I have been addicted to porn and mastubation for almost 30 years (yes you read that right). Like most men it started with the mags, then strip clubs, videos, DVDs, internet and so on. I have been a "Christian" most of my adult life. I know all too well how devistating and damaging financially, physically, emotionally, and spiritually costly it is. I have thrown away years of my life, a marriage, and maybe a career for orgasms and an artificial form of intimacy. And now I can't rewind the clock. If you are reading this and in your teen or young adult years, choose today to enter God's Kingdom by the narrow gate and flee the desires that will completely dominate your life. Trust me it isn't worth it. I am slowly but surely making my way back to a honorable Christ-like walk. I have an accountablility partner and an honest, open relationship with my very amazing fiancee. I am in the Scripture daily and in prayer. But I don't consider myself to be victorious yet. At this point I realize that the struggle and opportunities to stumble will always be present. Marriage WILL NOT fix your sexual addiction my friends. I suggest the Every Man's Battle book series if you are wanting to overcome this life destroying behavior. I sincerely hope this will help someone.