Every time I feel the stress of failure I turn to sex as a way to remind myself that I am still a man in other aspects. If money becomes tight, I get bad grades in a class, or just feeling ugly, I start reverting to sexual fantasies where women desire me and fall in love with me simply because I am an intense lover. These fantasies have become a way for me to feel masculine. I am afraid though that if they keep up I will no longer be able to control the urges that accompany them. I am a preacher and have to fight these spirits. Please all pray for me, for the sake of all those that trust in me to be strong.