Spouses - Confessions
"I have many days of despair. I discovered my husband dating online and watching terrible pornography over two years ago including pornography which sought to depict young girls appearing to be only 12 years old.
I made him leave and now he lives with another woman and her young daughter. Which everyday I pray for the young daughter.
I can find his dating website pictures right on Google...
"I was working Monday night, I supervise a drop in centre for the homeless. I was debriefing with my staff when I received a text message from a friend of mine, not a close friend really. Right after her greeting she sends a long message about how my husband has an account on Plenty Of Fish, a dating website. His marital status was single. My heart sunk.
I finished work, my husband picked me...
I am still addicted to porn and married. I have a child on the way. I want to be the man God planned me to be. To lead my wife and child. Both whom I love more than anything
i never realized my husband was addicted to porn untill one day i was curious to go through his phone just to find that thats all he does all day go from website to website, i felt my selfsteem go down the drain, when i married he , he told me he didnt like porn he wasnt in to it to fanaly i knew i had found the right guys just to find out a year later that it was all a lie , he is soo...
I wanted to let you all know that there is hope. My husband was hiding a pornography addiction that I found out about almost a year ago.
He recently completed the cure the craving program. It is 9 months of daily work to free yourself from this addiction. I strongly suggest giving this program a try. That combined with x3 on his phone and other software on all our computers has given us...
I've just really been scared that this addiction will ruin me... I'm just in this really tiresome cycle of acting out, and i'm just really tired of it and need answers. I know Jesus and want to live for him but this pornography/sex thing is really a stumbling block and i know how great God is and the fact I keep falling just kills me.
not sure how to do this, but here it goes. been married for 9 years now, with 3 young kids (under 5). been struggling with intimacy (read: lack thereof) with my wife after the first 2 years of marriage. i really feel the need for physical affection, but my wife is just not wired the same way as i am. anyways, i struggled with internet pornography prior to getting married, and still do now...
my wife and I have been married for over a year. We both serve at the local church on the worship team... I have let God down and my wife down. I lost my best friend and her trust in me. She just began her new job and because her schedule is so insane we never see each other like we used to. She would pass out by 830-9pm on average. I would feel lonely because I would never see her or talk to...
I just got married five months ago. I used to be addicted to porn, and my wife knows that full well. She's forgiven me for it, and even walked with me through some slip-ups while we were dating. A few weeks ago I watched a dirty movie and masterbated while in the bed right next to her! I feel wretched; I usually confess to her and others about my struggles, but this time feels different, since...
Even though his behaviour makes me think otherwise, i know that I am an attractive 30 year old woman. I run half marathon, I eat very well, and shop in nice stores. My husband has been looking at porn more now than he ever has. It's possible that he's not having a midlife crisis, but porn is causing one. He's 36. Doing the stereotypical stuff: ogling red sports cars, putting passwords and...
