Teens - Confessions

Have you ever felt like, you know, you arrive home exhausted you and then you keep awake as well as surfing on the web to 1AM and suddenly you find yourself thinking in anything else but in the beautiful woman having explicit sex on screen? That is wut is HAPPENING to me since many years ago. Before I was christian and, shamely, later on (five years then...). The worst part is, I think, this one, when I have tried many times til now to get rid of this thing, even when I serve at the usher ministry at my church with all my being. BTW, I'm peruvian, and I understand something about english, just what is really useful, but if there's something missing here can be to expand the offer of software further... OK, I will not delay my confession into a macroeconomic problem, in spite there allways exist within myself a great desire to receive this ministrie's help (greater than my economic possibilities so far)... well, what I was trying to say is that I need help. I HATE this trend on me. I HATE IT! But what can I do?? Not to get exhausted, not to keep awoken too late? I had installed filters in my computer but that horrible feelings keep appearing. I'm praying, but any christian help is welcome.