How can God forgive a person like me?

It's been almost 3 months since the last time I didn't look up porn or masturbated and it's really been difficult to quit. I hate the shame and guilt I feel when I do these things and I just wanna stop and get back on the path I found with Jehovah. I feel alone and isolated because of these addictions and feel like no one understands and how God loves me or can even forgive me. I want to go back to the person God made when I got saved and never fall back into this shallow grave. I want to know how I can go back onto path the Lord laid out for me.