I am 15 years old and I'm addicted to porn. I hate it when I'm just hanging out with some girls I know and I undress them in my mind. I hate the feeling when I'm done masturbating and I feel disgusting and dirty, I hate it that I'm too embarrassed about this that I feel like if I tell someone theyll just make fun of me. I know the lord but I just feel like he's never around and I'm alone. I just want to be free of this addiction and live a life like the lord but I just keep. Ominv back and looking at porn. I am living a double life. I go to church with my family and watch as my own dad preaches. Then tomorrow I'm right back at looking at porn. I recently got x3church and x3watch on my iPod and that's why I'm posting this. I'm hopeing to get off this addiction and begin leading a godly life please pray for me