I started porn at about the age of 11 out of curiousity. I wondered what women looked like, I wondered how sex worked. I got so curious that I just needed to know more and more until it was no longer about my curiousity, I was hooked. 7 years later I met a girl. We were both Christian. It was a first love for both of us. We started trying a lot of new things. We both had tha curiousity in us, we wanted to figure things out. At the time we were just so in love we figured it would be forever anyways, and we just kept pushing that boundry. Every time saying 'its not actually sex' and 'well at least we arent doing x or y'. Before I knew it that curiosity that drove me to porn was driving me to defile her and myself with the things we did. A couple months later it ended. And now I can look back clearly and see that I was an idiot. A lot of Christians in my situation come up with excuses like 'we were married in our hearts' or 'only sex is sex'. No. I crossed the line. What started with porn turned into real life. My advice is that waiting is always better. Porn is one thing but crossing the line when you shouldn't have just makes the struggle all the harder. We've all heard stories about guys who move from porn to prostitutes. It doesn't even have to be that. The devil disguises himself as an angel of light after all. To all the guys and girls out there. Abstain. Beleive me its not worth it to try expirmenting before marriage. It kills your relationship and only drives you further from God. "Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires." Song of Songs 8:4