I just finished viewing porn and masturbated a little. I hate myself for doing that. I knew it was wrong but I still continued. I don't know what's with me though. I'm a straight female but I enjoy looking at nudes of women. I feel so disgusting like a sick freak. I can't do this anymore. It's making me drift aware from God. Whether my flesh likes it or not I'm gonna use the X3watch. I need to get closer to God and porn isn't helping. I just need your prayers an encouragement.