Hi, my name is Maria. I admit I have a problem with porn. Yes, I am a female, which is unusual to hear from. I started watching porn when I was 15. I couldn't tell you why I started watching it, but I did. As a 15 year old girl seeing such explicit images, it messed with me. I was attending church, and well involved in serving there. I served in the High School ministry, lead worship for elementary schoolers, and also served in the junior high ministry. I lived my entire high school life as a lie. I was a Christian caught in sin. The sin started as watching a video maybe once or twice a week. Then it lead to once or twice a day. Then masturbation. Then erotic literature. Then... I got my first boyfriend. I told myself that I would stay strong and not let my sinful life control my relationship. Yeah, right. It started with us brushing or laying our hands "accidentally" near each other's privates. Later, it lead to semi-erotic texting. Then full on sexting. That lead to oral sex. After that, we broke up. I still continued on my porn addiction. I started watching lesbian porn, which was very addicting for me. I soon felt the desire to kiss a woman, or make up scenarios about kissing my best friend. I am a teen in need of help. The addiction is not too much of a threat anymore. I havent looked at porn or masturbated in months. I suddenly have no desire for sex or porn. I know this will