my name is william, and i found this website from my youth pastor who is helping me thru my porn addiction. it all started when i was 12, my dad passed away when i was 11 at the time i was lost and had a big hole in my heart, a hole of darkness and loneliness. i didnt know what to do, one day i was on the computer just playing a game and this add pops up and had a girl with barely any clothes on. i said cool ill go here and thats when it all started. i went to that website all the time, like i said i had that dark hole in my heart from my dad passing away and satin had put this in my path and said its ok your going thru alot this will help. and like an idiot i went with it. this addiction has been destroying me, it know only makes you lust after the women you see in the videos but also the ones you see in everyday life. this year i've given all i am to christ, at camp this past year i remember being with all my closest friends crying and falling on my face because i was so embarrassed and i know my dad or christ arent proud of this. so at camp i didnt have my phone or wasnt near any computers i just made myself busy and the longer i went without looking at porn the more it became 2nd nature to just not look or think about it. yes every now and again i want to go look but after 8 years of this addiction i know its not who or what i called to do, and this website is definitely what i needed to keep me going. im praying for all the young men my age or close to my age. stop this porn addiction come to christ, he is the way the truth and the light. do not let this control your life. we were ment to be courageous and followers of christ. thank you so so much xxxchurch.com