When i was 12 years old, i remember laying in my bed about to go to sleep. But for some reason i put my hand in my pants and began touching myself. I have never heard of Masturbation or anything like that. What i was doing started to kind of feel good. So i kept doing different things. Then i freaked out when something happened. I thought i must of peed on myself but i didn't. It scared me and i was confused. After that i told my dad what had happened. He had a talk with me about things that i should do to myself. I took head and stopped. But as time went by i wanted to do it again again and again. It was fun and it felt good...Not long after that i remember playing a computer game and i was by myself in the room at the time. A friend of mine from school was talking about boobs that day and i didn't know what it was so i searched it. I was curious on how they looked. And the second my eyes were exposed to these images i have been taking into slavery and to a dark place. I am 17 now and have came a long way but i sit struggle with porn and masturbation. I hate what it has done to me as a man. My eyes have been corrupted, and my heart has been covered with years of lust. I hate when my flesh objectives every women that walks by me! I know that they deserve more! My lust and greed has destroyed my view on the true worth of a women. I admit that my main problem is not having accountability! And also just telling myself that i am to weak to fight this sin. My God is willing and able to help me fight. And he gives me a way of escape every time. But i don't feel strong enough sometimes. My faith has been tested! And when i am free! i will use this painful testimony to set others free from this dark place. I need encouragement and someone to keep me on check 24'7! THIS SIN WILL NOT KEEP ME FOREVER!!!!!! I WILL BE FREE!