I'm a 17yr old senior in high school. If you saw me on the streets you'll think I'm just a regular guy with no problems, good with the ladies, good at sports, and realistically smart with no type of problems or addictions of any sort. Truth is I have a porn/masturbation problem...addiction. And half of if has to do with not being able to get the girls, to feel wanted or needed by a female and the other half is because it simpilies feels good and exciting. I just want to stop, I want this addiction to end. I need help and want help. My addiction started in 3rd grade when I saw my first pornographic movie. It had such an impact on my life I can still remember it til this day. That was 10yrs ago. Ever since then the Internet or media or T.v. Been my gateway. I didn't start masturbating til the 7th grade. I didn't even know what it was, I was clueless. But me and a friend decided to show our privates to a feel I really like but in a picture message. Me thinking he was going to do it too I wen along with it but he didn't and I got humiliated but I didn't care because I found a new enjoyment in life. It wasn't til I was a Sophmore in high school I found out I had a problem but it didn't stop me. I ruined like 4 computers with virus from porn. I got caught masturbating a couple times but nothing stopped me I did not want to change until I finally met God this year. I've asked for help, I've prayed and I actually stop for a while but since it was an addiction I relapsed. But now I got my father involved and can possibly go to jail in three days. I've realized I went to far. I ask that y'all here at xxxchurch can help me. I pray that God can help me with my addiction. After reading everybody else's confessions and I realized I'm not alone in this we can get through together and we will. Just got to have faith in what we believe. I'm Devon an this was My Story.