Teens - Confessions

i swear to myself that i am straight but my life [and browser history ]beg to differ i have x3 watch i completed a course from setting captives free and i made it twelve days without looking at porn or masterbating i cant believe that i fell down again i had a legit reason to be looking at underwear but thoughts in my head and ads in Google spark an exploration which would led me to hell i wanted to get out but when i got control i had gone too far i broke my line and now the guilt is on my shoulders like a ton of bricks so i guess i need to start over with prayer and make some changes to my life please god help me i cant do this by my self and i cant live with myself if i keep doing this heeelp me