Well this all started when i was a freshman in high school, I started masturbating. I would stay sober for a while then that urge would come back but I try to doing some other activity to keep myself occupied like going outside to run or play basketball. Then it came back again, whenever i was a junior in high school. This time it was more frequent, but on top of masturbation, I had that urge of looking at porn but then i told God and my parents, which was crazy and the hardest thing for me to do. So then I felt good after that, then when I thought my life at the time was peaches n'cream, I went back and forth with this shameful sin. This frustrated me to the bone. Eventually, i stopped then towards the end of my senior year and after my graduati0n ive gone back to masturbation, but so far no porn. I praise Jesus for that, because only HIm could take away my shameful sin. BY the way, whenever I would look at porn it would be on the computer and my ipod and then i would masturbate. Anyways, after a good amount of a time period I masturbated two to three times a week. Then one day i gave it all to God and felt like it was over but it cam back then I started thinking that God wasn't going to forgive me this time, but that was the devil talking in my head. God forgave me and the last couple days I've masterbated so I told God, "I am done doing this and Im giving it to you, Lord." I know God will help me during this struggle. I hope that my confession helps you when you need help or the courage to confess your sins or sin. Please pray for me, I appreciate it and I'll pray for you if you are struggling with the same thing as me.