Women - Confessions
"All my life I was taught to just not even consider sexual feelings. My mother never explained what sexual urges were or that feelings other than crushes could develop so quickly or naturally. However, I never had to worry about it, because until I hit 21, I didn't have any. I didn't have crushes, I kinda knew what porn was, but no real understanding. Heck, I didn't even know how sex really...
"Growing up a pastor's kid, I had a strict sense of right and wrong from a young age. When girls talked about masturbation at school or sleepovers, I thought it was horribly wrong and something that no one should ever try. With more coaxing and being told 'you have to explore your body so you know what you want', I began masturbating in high school. The only problem was, I didn't have any...
"So, my name is Raven. No one who meets me would ever know how much I struggle with sexual sin. I was raised in an atheistic home and accepted Jesus when I was 17. Anyway, ever since I was little I dealt with bisexual feelings. Recently Jesus was able to conquer my same sex attractions, but theres something worse.
When I was 15 was the first time I saw porn. I was bored one night at like 3 in...
"I used to be addicted to porn. I'm free now but still find my self loosing sometimes. I can't watch any right now which I'm thankful of because I live in student accommodation and its not allowed as far as I know. This has helped me a lot.
I'm not married but have sex with my boyfriend who I hope to marry someday but hate it. I genially think that because of my porn addiction I hate sex. I...
"Today, I was feeling alone, and my friend had just visited me but she didnt stay long. So, I begin to think these negative thoughts like 'Wow, I guess her other friends are more important. I guess I am really not cared for that much or loved."
I live alone, so I am very lonely most of the time. After 2 1/2 years of having no sexual intercourse, I still struggle with the effects of just three...
"Over the last 5 years, I have been struggling with porn. I haven't been consistently into it for the last 5 years, but I have been dealing with it that long.
It started off as a little here and a little there. I started with what is called "soft-core" porn, Harlequin Blaze novels. It was those erotic books that caused me to get into more hard core stuff. I would read those books and they...
"I've been married for almost 3 yrs, and my husband and I are still virgins. We dearly love each other, but the mechanics of sex seem to allude us.
That being said, I am also recovering from a porn addiction. I was introduced to 'soft porn' late in my teen years, but it has had a loose hold on me ever since. I say loose hold, because I am only tempted about once every 2 months now.. but...
"I'm a born again for almost a year but now recently I met the guy that I knew for years and he's married and we do things in secret but now it kills me because I know it against the law of God. I don't need to be a carnal Christian, I need to be pure and holly in front of my Father. Please help me because I enjoy what I'm doing and I need help on this because I can't stop it and I've been...
"I have always struggled with lust since I was pretty young. I remember I started masturbating when I was around 4 or 5 years old. I believe some of the sexual abuse I encountered prematurely awakened my desires.
Anyway, I had to move to my current city to pursue graduate school, and I took the move really hard. I just didn't adjust very well to my new environment...and that's the first time...
"I am a porn addict and masturbation comes with it. I'm trying to get closer to God and want to serve God soon but I need help. I cant get out of it by myself where can i get help?"---Carla
