Women - Confessions

It all started when I searched the word "masturbation" on the search engine just wanting to confirm what it was or if I was or wasn't doing it. That's how I got myself to watch my first porn video and since then, I got hooked.

I honestly felt so ashamed. But even if I said I'd stop, I'd often find myself going to those sites again. I think it's been about 2 years already. Late last year, I...

When I was in high school, I dated a boy who was very physically intimate with me and talked a lot about orgasms and sex and honestly, I think one of the reasons I fell into it so hard was because in my family growing up, sex was a taboo topic and it was spoken about in a whisper. I received THE talk after my parents had seen porn sites on our internet history. I was in 6th or 7th grade and I...

I have received Christ, but i masturbate and watch porn. I want to stop but i seem to go back to it. I pray for the Holy Spirit to control me completely, but xxx images and suggestions enter my mind. Please pray for total deliverance and healing, a husband and healthy marriage thank you and bless you

So I've struggled with sexual purity in different forms for several years, gradually getting more hardcore; always knowing it was was wrong but never abstaining. Recently, God's really got ahold of my heart and freed me again from my addiction to porn/erotic literature. And now some days it's so easy to keep my thoughts away from sex and I feel really close to God, but then there are those days...

I am a 20 year old female who is struggling with porn and masturbation. It is not often that I look at porn or masturbate (maybe about 3 times a month) but it is enough to devistate me once it sinks in as to what I have done. I do believe that God is my Savior and only with His help can I overcome this sin. But when I ask him to step into this area of my life and heal me and clear my mind and...

I was doing so well the past 3 weeks. I had given up alcohol, cigarettes and porn and I failed on all of these recently. My husband has an idea of my struggles but not the extent of it. I am scared to show him the ugly side. I want everyone to think I've got it together but that is the biggest mistake. I DON'T have anything together. I hate being alone with God because I know He knows. ...

I am a twenty year old boy. not man. i have lived with my roommate for two months now. my roommate is female and she has trusted me not to hurt her emotionally. last night i betrayed that trust. not only did i hurt her emotionally, but physically as well. i didnt hit her, but had sex with her.... she says she wont let me turn mysellf into the police because she did consent. but she said it...

I gave my life to Christ when I was 23 years old. It's been an on and off relationship though. I really feel bad about it and I know in my heart I just want to change for good but I always do things that I know I shouldn't. I've been struggling with my sexuality since the time I've decided to give my life to Christ. When I was a kid I've had this attraction for girls. I thought there was...

My name is Rachel. I'm 20 years old. I was raised in a Christian home and accepted Christ at a young age. My heart's desire for all of my life has been to love and serve God in all that I do. At age 15, God called me to go into full-time ministry. God has blessed me with so many great gifts (including the gift of music) that I believe he wants me to use in the church. I really want to see him...

I never wanted to have an addiction like this, its embarrasing especially because Im a female I feel like there is hardly anyone to help, all the help is for men. It's only been for the past couple of years and just every once in a while but Im so scared I'll never get rid of it! I wish I could get help but I don't know who to go to. I feel like overall Im getting to the point where I want to...