Women - Confessions

I am 31 year old woman who has been struggling with porn and other sordid fantasies for 17 years now. When I write that out, I think to myself, "How can that be? Can it really be that long?"
But the math is right and its real to me, even to this day. I have thought I was past it, and healed. Turns out, it was only hibernating inside me.
Its rampant again now. I have X3 Pro on my computer so I...

I've grown up in a very conservative house, with a mother and father who love each other and their children dearly, but never showed it. I was brought up as a Christian, and today I am a reborn Christian.

But the thing is that I have always struggled with masturbation. As a child I was interested in sex and no one wanted to talk to me about it. So I read in doctors' books and I started...

My story is a little bit different, I am not a porn addict but I have been a Bulimic for 6 years and recovered 3 months. My boyfriend is a porn addict which I found out a couple of months ago. It was out of control. His computer crashed, he had it on his cell phone just everything. I have never watched pornography but their are so many people in this society that do and want to act as if it is...

My name is Angie and I have been addicted to porn for the past 3(ish) years and have been an avid masturbater all my life. I'm torn between the world telling me it's okay and it's natural and torn between my religion who says it's wrong. I'm not a strong Christian and I can't find a reason why I should be one again.. So without that heavy religious influence, this makes it even harder..
I'm...

I'm married and have been addicted to porn for five years. I feel like I can't even ask for forgiveness anymore because I always fall. I don't know why I am addicted to this, but I also am addicted to alcohol, smoking, self-harm, etc. I know I have some major hurt in my past and even some that I probably blacked out from my memory as a little girl. I need so much prayer. I'm heavily...

Well it all started when I was like 12 or 13 years old when was raped by my brothers friend. It happened a few times. When my brother left me alone with him when he went to work. I never told anyone about it for a couple years. then I told my best friend who had been through the same thing too. I've never told my parents or brother about it . But I never told anyone about my addiction. So...

So, where to begin? Well, I first started masturbating when I was 11 years old. I stumbled onto some porn on my father's computer and became curious. (I'm fairly certain he is addicted- I've discussed it with him once, we made very little progress).
It became a part of my routine (several times a week) until I found Christ at a youth conference when I was 14. I stopped for 6 months-1 year....

There's something that's had a grip on me for a long time now. I've always been a really strong person, morally, with a good head on my shoulders...but in my private time, and not all the time, I find myself battling with sexual sin. I began exploring my sexual feelings via masturbation at a young age, and playing around on the internet too. I became a christian when I was 17 and it all...

I do not consider myself a homosexual/lesbian. But I have had sexual encounters with three different girls, starting at age 18, then again at age 19 and now currently. I went through a Christian program that helps people struggling with homosexual tendencies/same-sex attraction when I was 19. It was a good program and I'm glad I went through it, I had, had emotional dependency issues before I...

I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since i was 12, I'm 19 now. These past two years, I have had a major fall out with God. I feel like I completely lost my connection with him. Throughout those two years, however, I feel as though I have lost all control over this addiction. I have done things that I never thought I'd let myself do. I'm addicted to lesbian pornography, and I'm...