Women - Confessions

Ever since i was young people always told me that God had really big plans for me and my life...land thats all they ever told me..they never told me what the plans were ganna be just that they were big...well when i was 10 my mom died...the doctors gave her the wrong blood type dduring a "routine" surgery and she died. Ever since that moment ive hated God and his supposed plans for my life and...

So its hard to say when sex first entered my mind. As a child I was unfortunate to have a come across a site with pornography, and my curious self decided to look at it. To my embarrassment my father saw and did his best to talk to me about how harmful these sites were. I've always felt a sense of being abnormal compared to my friends. Being that I had started out in christian household,...

Okay, I feel so scared admitting this, but I am too scared to seek help from anybody that I actually know. But I guess this is the first step to getting help.

Basically when I was 18 I was flicking through the tv channels, then an episode of sexcetra came on; and as I was home I thought okay, why not (big mistake). Some lesbian sex popped up (I am female might I add), and I watched it, but...

I told my Mom two days ago that I was addicted to pornography. I watched as she read my post Broken & Healed and I saw how it affected her. For a while she didn't say anything at all and then she said, "I wish you weren't going through this". She blamed herself and she thought it was HER fault. I can't tell you how AWFUL I felt! I questioned whether I should have even "come out of the...

I had a horrible addiction starting from my teenage years. I grew up in an abusive family and my older brothers often watched hardcore porn in front of me. My parents had no idea about the internet back then (1990s) so it was easy for me to read stories online without them suspecting a thing. It wasn’t until I was in my mid-20s that I mostly overcame it. Recently I was put on a new drug that I...


For the past nine years I have struggled with an addiction known as pornography. There were days when I would battle against my sinful nature and there were days when I would give in completely as if I had control over my own life. I was in such torment with my mind that it was constant battle, and I was overwhelmed. I would sit in church and the images would appear in my mind. I would...

Four years ago I discovered porn on our home computers & confronted my H whom tried to lie about it. Over the years he would go overboard lying about his lack of struggle w/ lust. I discovered even more & he finally told me everything. He confessed & even had our vows renewed & then he left for 5 months for training just 2 wks after I had our 4th baby. During his time away, he cheated on...

I have never done this before but I feel that Im being lead to do this now: I masterbate. I also watch pornography. Ive tried to cease this oh so sinful, yet capturing addiction off and on for about 9 years now and sometimes I feel so successful like an overcomer!; other times I feel so dirty and shameful and arrogant and prideful. I feel like I dont deserve love, the love of my Father God or...

There I said it. This has been my dark secret for almost 10 years now. I’d like to think I can control my need/desire to do this, but the alluring promise of “tomorrow” always fouls me up. Tomorrows allow me to sin and indulge in my cravings right now while still allowing me to be pure and pious in the future. Ironically, this lapse came after a 40 day pure spell. I haven’t confessed to...

My older sister and I were both exposed to pornography through an open internet window that had been left in plain view on my cousin's computer. We didn't understand it, but the intensity with which our cousin snatched his laptop from our view made me curious. I felt that whatever it could have been must have been valuable. I did not look at pornographic materials again until my sophomore year...