Women - Confessions

Pain doesn't even amount to what I feel. Even that doesn't seem to describe what I am going through. My ex-boyfriend of almost 2 years has cheated on me multiple times with pornography. The first time I of course felt shocked, inadequate, betrayed, confused, and everything else. I knew he had struggle with porn before we were in a relationship, but I had assumed it was behind him. He asked me...

I never looked at online porn until a few years ago, after I had to have a hysterectomy...they give you all these warnings that you might not "work" anymore, and I wanted to see if I was still 'ok'. I'm single, and not attractive, and men never give me the time of day--so I had (I thought) no other way of finding out, since I have no husband...

It's not a daily thing, I sometimes go long...

This is my second confession. The first one was two years ago, just a few weeks before I headed off to bible college. I didn't think too much about it while I was there, I was focused so much on my work, but afterwards, I fell again.
I can't remember how I got into masterbation the first time, I've done it since I was really little. When I was about 15 years old, I found pictures of hentai...

I've been addicted since childhood. It's progressed over the years to porn and masturbation. I hate myself, and I know all the emotional and psychological reasons in what has influenced me, and I know what the Bible says, and I've read several Christian self help books on it, but I just can't seem to find the will power to say no. What do I do? If I never change, but i keep repenting and...

When i was 8, i was basically used as a tool for someone's sexual curiosity. I was experimented on, played 'games' with, and affected, nonetheless. As much as i would like to say it made me fear sex, and being intimate, and fight any desire, what it really did was made me addicted. i didn't like the abuse part of the whole thing, but because of my flesh, even as an 8 year old, i liked the...

I'm only twenty and I've been watching porn since I was a young teen. I was exposed to it by ads on the internet. My friends and family are still oblivious to my addiction. I never thought of it seriously before because I had never engaged in any sexual acts. I took the quiz and it said I suffer preoccupation, loss of control, and affect disturbance so I can't deny it. I've got the addiction....

Ever since i was young people always told me that God had really big plans for me and my life...land thats all they ever told me..they never told me what the plans were ganna be just that they were big...well when i was 10 my mom died...the doctors gave her the wrong blood type dduring a "routine" surgery and she died. Ever since that moment ive hated God and his supposed plans for my life and...

So its hard to say when sex first entered my mind. As a child I was unfortunate to have a come across a site with pornography, and my curious self decided to look at it. To my embarrassment my father saw and did his best to talk to me about how harmful these sites were. I've always felt a sense of being abnormal compared to my friends. Being that I had started out in christian household,...

Okay, I feel so scared admitting this, but I am too scared to seek help from anybody that I actually know. But I guess this is the first step to getting help.

Basically when I was 18 I was flicking through the tv channels, then an episode of sexcetra came on; and as I was home I thought okay, why not (big mistake). Some lesbian sex popped up (I am female might I add), and I watched it, but...

I told my Mom two days ago that I was addicted to pornography. I watched as she read my post Broken & Healed and I saw how it affected her. For a while she didn't say anything at all and then she said, "I wish you weren't going through this". She blamed herself and she thought it was HER fault. I can't tell you how AWFUL I felt! I questioned whether I should have even "come out of the...