Women - Confessions

I have been raised in a very loving family, but have always felt the need for a more physical love. I'm a Christian and I know God loves me, but yet again that physical love pushes on me. So I turned to pornography and seeking that rush of emotions. I am now trapped... I want out of this. I am very active in my church and can't go on like this. I feel like God can't want me back this time...

its embarrasing to say but as a young women i started viewing lesbian porn about a year ago and found that i enjoyed it... and on ocassion I would view porn with men in it but for the simple reason that I could degrade them... I would look at the mans naked body and find it repulsive and this would fuel my fire to "hate" them...

up until a year ago I was one of those women who hated porn and...

I've tried other sites for advice but none seem to be of much help. My husband is addicted to porn. The good thing though about my situation is that he has confessed to his addiction, he has the desire to serve God, and he has asked me to help him. The problem is this; we've been through this road before... its been four years of marriage and things go on as they were before. The desire to...

I'm 22 year old woman who not only grew up in the church being the "good girl" but also have felt a calling to work with youth in the church for as long as I can remember. I have recently finished college and am beginning my first real leadership position at a church.

About 9 months ago I met an underclassmen at school and we hit off our friendship right away. She soon shared with me some of...

I am in my early twenties and have developed emotional and lustful feelings for a married man who is not much older than I am.
As a teenager, I struggled with a sexual relationship with a boyfriend as well as some porn. This has been gone for a couple years now so I thought I was free from this lust stuff. I have never masturbated because that former boyfriend forced me too and it completely...

I never thought I would finally write in here, but alas, here I am. I have struggled with viewing porn and masturbation on and off since my late teens, which first started off by reading trashy romance novels. There were periods in between (sometimes longer than others) where I thought I had stopped for good, and then would fall into that trap of 'just this once' and then feel horrible and...

I've always been a "good girl." I don't drink, I don't smoke, I've only ever had one boyfriend and we never even held hands. But I've long lived with a lust problem in secret. I've struggled on and off with pornography and masturbation since I was 11 years old.

When I was 17 I got into an Internet relationship with a boy and things began to escalate to the point to where we (mostly me)...

This is the first time I’ve ever written and/or told anyone about my addiction. While I’m scared, I think it will be good to share and talk about for me. It will help me beat this by being honest about it. (Sorry in advance – this will probably be fairly lengthy.)

I’m 16 now. I’ve been addicted to masturbation for 2 and a half years, pornography around 1 year. My addiction to masturbation...

All my life, I've succeeded. I've won at everything I ever did... I get straight As, I'm a successful athlete and dancer, I model in my spare time, I have a great group of friends... But the one thing I was never able to win in is in the romantic world. This is partly by choice... I could have had plenty of boyfriends, but I turned them down because they weren't perfect, like everything else...

I masturbated and watched porn tonight and want it to be my REAL last time. I love the Lord and want nothing more than to honor Him with EVERY area of my life, and yet this one area continues to haunt me. I had to get it out there! Please pray.