Women - Confessions

There I said it. This has been my dark secret for almost 10 years now. I’d like to think I can control my need/desire to do this, but the alluring promise of “tomorrow” always fouls me up. Tomorrows allow me to sin and indulge in my cravings right now while still allowing me to be pure and pious in the future. Ironically, this lapse came after a 40 day pure spell. I haven’t confessed to...

My older sister and I were both exposed to pornography through an open internet window that had been left in plain view on my cousin's computer. We didn't understand it, but the intensity with which our cousin snatched his laptop from our view made me curious. I felt that whatever it could have been must have been valuable. I did not look at pornographic materials again until my sophomore year...

To be perfectly honest, this isn't a confession that ends in healing. I'm still addicted. This is actually my first steps to the recovery process.

It started when I was young actually. When I was just in third grade we moved across town and I started hanging out with new people. We started playing truth or dare, and soon I saw a guy's penis for the first time. After that it became a game of...

Last week i confessed iam the niece of the Late John C Holmes and i told everyone about the life we both shared with both being abused and left with no self esteem but to pretty much run away .

Like John i too ran from my family
although i was not abused physically i lived with a very controlling father that was a marine gunny SGT and it was his way or the hells highway :/

its strange...

When I was about 6 or 7, my brother was babysitting me during the summer. One day, he was looking through my parents room for something. At the time, I didn't know what it was when he showed me instruments... They looked really weird, like sculptures, and I just thought my mom put away some of her nick-nacks. My brother told me our parents used them to be naughty. He kept looking and found...

I suffer from abut a 20-year soft-porn addiction from obesessively looking at girls in lingerie, sexy clothing and swimsuits. I do not go to strip clubs.
I tried to repent from sexual sin but I feel if I will never fully turn from my ways. I am unsure that I can almost flee from temptation. Can we flee always? there is always temptation. The temptation has gone down since I have cut off cable...

I have been raised in a very loving family, but have always felt the need for a more physical love. I'm a Christian and I know God loves me, but yet again that physical love pushes on me. So I turned to pornography and seeking that rush of emotions. I am now trapped... I want out of this. I am very active in my church and can't go on like this. I feel like God can't want me back this time...

its embarrasing to say but as a young women i started viewing lesbian porn about a year ago and found that i enjoyed it... and on ocassion I would view porn with men in it but for the simple reason that I could degrade them... I would look at the mans naked body and find it repulsive and this would fuel my fire to "hate" them...

up until a year ago I was one of those women who hated porn and...

I've tried other sites for advice but none seem to be of much help. My husband is addicted to porn. The good thing though about my situation is that he has confessed to his addiction, he has the desire to serve God, and he has asked me to help him. The problem is this; we've been through this road before... its been four years of marriage and things go on as they were before. The desire to...

I'm 22 year old woman who not only grew up in the church being the "good girl" but also have felt a calling to work with youth in the church for as long as I can remember. I have recently finished college and am beginning my first real leadership position at a church.

About 9 months ago I met an underclassmen at school and we hit off our friendship right away. She soon shared with me some of...