I've been single for over 13 years. I've masturbated and looked at porn most of my life. Not so much being married and have had times where I haven't but here lately I've been lonely; stressed; tired, etc. and have watched porn on the internet and masturbated. I believe I do it for comfort and to deal with stressful situations that I used to go to God with. I'm back slidden and need Jesus. I need help. I want to be married one day and want a healthy sex life and find that I have allowed the enemy a door and want to shut it for good!!! Jesus please forgive me for using this as a comfort when I should some to you and ask you for help and confide in a close friend and haven't. When I'm stressed and tired and lonely I use porn and masturbation for comfort. Please forgive me in the name of Jesus and please help me to transform my life to serve you and to be the women you want me to be for you!!!