21 year old female. I been saved since age 7. I was exposed to porn at 11 years old by a female school mate. She wrote down a website for me to visit. I was in the 6th grade. Initially the images were frightening and gruesome. I eventually began to surf pornographic websites every morning before school. I began to discovery many pornographic websites and shared them with male classmates. We would sit in the library and watch them together. We never engaged in any behavior just simply giggles at the sight. Later in middle school I accidentally discovered masturbation. I didn't do it often because I was still unaware of its function. As I grew older, I sporadically visited porn sites, with the idea that I can stop when I want to. It was not until recently that I realized that I am addicted. I've only had three sexual partners one who is more recent and current. I know it is wrong and not in the wil of God but my flesh is overpowering me. My recent sex partner is younger than me but not a minor. We have had sex once and we have had cyber sex every night. It is tearing me apart because I know it maybe be pleasure but it is destroying me emotionally. I am becoming attached to him emotionally also. Last night I gave up and decided that I need help but dont know where to get the support...