Women - Confessions
"You're so dirty and disgusting. You go to a Bible college. How could you do this? Nobody understands. You're the only one who struggles with this." These are the lies that I believed for so long. Pornography and Masturbation is my struggle, and it definitely is a struggle. I have made many commitments to stop, but there's always a pop up on my computer or a brief scene on television that triggers that temptation to intentionally look at something I know I shouldn't. I am on the leadership team for a ministry at my Bible college called "Breaking Free." It is called "Breaking Free" rather than "Set Free" because healing is a process rather than a one time event. The first step in my healing process was finding a mentor with the same struggles. That was a big step for me, but the temptation and the sin did not stop there. I still struggle with sexually immoral thoughts and temptation to look at porn online, but through censorship and being completely vulnerable and transparent with my mentor and accountability partners, God is helping me break free.