I have struggled with pornography since I was around 12/13 years old. I am now getting married and my fiance knows about this struggle. Neither one of us have saved our selves for marriage and its harder for us to wait till our wedding night together. We decided that we weren't going to kiss because this is such a large struggle in my life and we didn't want a kiss to lead to sex. So we are getting married October 13 and its getting harder. Masturbation and Pornography don't please me at all they just hurt me. My best friend and fiance are very supportive. They love me and hold me accountable and its been so much easier with them both on my side. prayers are still very appreciated. Its so hard. Its not impossible but its REALLY hard! I dont use x3 I use K9 and that has really been helping. I dont have the password for the block so i cant bypass it.