I've struggled with masterbation since I was 5 years old, not long after a girl my age molested me. I'm 18 and I still struggle with masterbation and have been struggling with Porn since I was 13. It's a battle every time I shower. I remember as a younger teen thinking "I can't go on like this. This has to stop, I can't keep doing this. I'm sure by the time I'm in college I'll be healed by God and this will be in the past." but here I am. The most shaming part of this is knowing so much of God's grace and truth, and I disappoint him almost daily now. I was doing pretty good a couple months ago until a boyfriend tried to do things with me. I broke up with him but since then I still struggle. I need prayer to heal and resist.