Women - Confessions

I have struggled with this issue it is hard for me to describe when it begin. As a victim of child molestation, the thought of sex was introduced quite early. The problem did not become a big issue until my loving parents decided to get extended cable. The box had all channels including adult. My parents thought they had locked it, but I was able to access the password and view these channels anyway. I remember being in high school and waiting for everyone to go to sleep and I would go and view porn for about 3 hours. This stopped after my parents got rid of these channels, but then entered the internet. Through the internet I was able to access as muc porn as I wanted. The problem has continued with long bouts of not looking and feeling like I was through with this. Now, I am a Licensed Minister, and a Seminarian, but now I find myself wrestling with the same issues. I am continually asking God for deliverance, and I know that God is going to deliver me. I thank God for this forum to share my testimony so others will see that this is a major issue even in the church.

Posted by: D | October 22, 2006 at 04:17 PM