Women - Confessions
I hate the feeling I get right after viewing porn or after masturbation. I feel sooo dirty n ashamed n totally not in control of my life...as a Christian, it makes me feel guilty when I even think of serving in the church...yet I cant talk about it openly to anyone at church coz no one ever talks about porn, n if they do its only to let us know how wicked one is who watches porn...so its critisism all the way n I feel so unChristian...I just want to fight this thing n take control of my sexual life, regain my innocence n feel good again.